"I love you and I know this is wrong. This should not have happened but I also don't understand that love just arises as I often accompany you, close to you. Previously I could never imagine finding a replacement for my late wife but when I met you, I saw that the right mother figure for Sofia was in you." Dean continued to express how he felt.
Bryana was only silent with her heart pounding, her body suddenly limps to see Dean's gaze as if piercing the recesses of his heart, making her lips feel dry and unable to say anything.
"I've tried to control myself, but your attitude that is too open and kind to me, makes me drift away. I don't want to keep holding it and make me feel hurt. So I better go and not see you again. I'm going to go for Sofia's sake too," said Dean painfully. It hurt to see Bryana just silent, but he didn't expect more. The most important thing is that the woman already knows what is in his heart and will probably let him go.
Bryana is still silent, not expecting Dean to confess the feelings she has been waiting for. It means that her love is unrequited and she has the opportunity to make Dean her life partner. But all was in vain when Dean moved away from her body.
"Let me go. sorry for my presumptuous attitude," exclaimed Dean bending his face and was about to open the door.
Bryana shook her head in fear and immediately hugged Dean from behind, sinking her cheeks into the back of her bodyguard which felt stiff with stiffness. "Please don't go, Dean."
"No, I have to go for my welfare, Sofia's goodness and yours too. I am afraid that I will fall more in love with you and I know it's wrong!" Dean emphasized, trying to release Bryana's embrace.
"Please!" Bryana tightened her arm. She no longer cared about her position as an employer which might seem so lowly. "Stay here with me because I love you too, Dean."
Suddenly Dean fell silent. He felt a strange spark in his heart, there was a sense of relief and immense happiness surging through his soul, making his whole body seem limp with his heart racing. for a moment the man was very happy, then turned to look at the charming and perfect woman who had everything. It made him feel very inferior and unworthy to be side by side with the woman again.
"No, Jill. You can't possibly love me. I don't deserve you!" Dean shook his head and let go of Bryana's grip on his waist.
"Why? Do you think that all I deserve is a rich man like Carlos, Alex, or Vincent? I don't need a man like them!" Bryana looked annoyed at constantly insecure Dean. Her eyes even turned red because the tears had welled up on her lids."Yes, but you can get better than them," exclaimed Dean with a sore heart. if the poverty line wasn't his destiny, He would like to marry Bryana.
"No! I just want you, Dean. Only you, I believe you can be my life partner, to be a father to Calvin!" Bryana emphasized that her tears had just spilled out unconsciously. She doesn't know what to do to make the Bodyguard feel less insecure.
Dean shook his head in disbelief at what he saw. Seeing Bryana who even cried for him. "Jill, I've been in this position. I don't want my past incident to happen again. You know, my in-laws are also very rich and he doesn't think of me as a son-in-law, even always wants to take Sofia away from me by force. I doubt your family will accept it if you have a relationship with me."
Bryana sighed, closed her eyes for a moment then looked back at Dean. Her hand slowly touched his slightly fluffy jaw due to the growing beard. "I don't care whether my family likes or dislikes our relationship because we do it, not them."
"But the family blessing is a prayer for our happiness." Dean bent his face, still hesitant to step up with Bryana.
"Then I will ask their blessing. My family is not as bad as your late wife's family, they are the same as me who didn't look at someone only from essence or status," Bryana said with conviction.
Dean looked at Bryana who wanted a relationship with him. ah, he also wanted that relationship but doubts still ran through his heart.
"Trust me, Dean. Since you are all I want after so many men try to get close to me, I only have a feeling for you," Bryana exclaimed with a pleading look. oh God, she is very sincere and wants her bodyguard not to be insecure anymore.
"But I don't have anything to make you happy." Dean lowered his face, with all the pain in his heart because he loved the perfect woman in front of him.
"The money I got from you, how can I marry you!" Slowly a drop of tears fell from Dean's eyes.Bryana also cried, shook her head, and wiped her Bodyguard's falling tears. "Being yours, I will be happy. I do not need wealth or anything from you. I just want you to be my life partner, to be Calvin's father and I will be a mother to Sofia "
"Jill ..." Dean looked unsure.
"Please ... stay here and always with me," Bryana begged.
Seeing Bryana's sincerity, Dean couldn't help but fall in love with Bryana even more. Yes, he immediately hugged the woman tightly with all the love that flared up that day.
"Don't go!" exclaimed Bryana, sobbing in Dean's arms.
"Yeah, I'll stay here, be your bodyguard," Dean replied and then kissed Bryana's fine and fragrant hair.
Bryana immediately released Dean's hug and shook his head at him. "Don't think of yourself as my bodyguard, because starting tonight you are my future husband!"
Dean smiled amused and annoyed to see Bryana who wanted to make him a husband. Somehow drawing a sense of happiness that hit his heart, he immediately looked down to kiss the young widow's lips so aggressively but slowly softened and his hand reflexively held the nape of the neck of the woman he kissed.
"Ummm ...."
Bryana returned the kiss gently, letting her tongue merge with the handsome bodyguard's tongue. She slowly drew her hands around the bodyguard's neck and closed her eyes, feeling the joy and beauty of a kiss with love after a long time that lips had not been touched by any man's lips.
"I always hold back from kissing these lips, but today I lost that defense," said Dean in a voice that seemed to be running out of oxygen, then returned to kissing Bryana's lips very softly and lovingly.
"And I also feel like I always wanted to kiss your lips and I'm almost frustrated waiting for you to dare to do it," said Bryana after pushing Dean because she felt out of oxygen.
Dean stared at the talking Bryana with a little breathless. So sexy and tantalizing, made him want to kiss her again and again.
Bryana again grabbed Dean and stood on tiptoe to kiss him so aggressively. Ah, it looks like she is the typical woman who goes wild when she meets lips. and it made Dean like her even more.. ah, finally the two lovebirds felt relieved for each other because they had expressed their love.