Chapter 817  : Side Story, Lu zhichen’s past life (12)

She was picked up by her master.

She was abandoned there by her so – called biological parents, and there were even the roars of wild beasts around her. She had to eat grass to survive.

He had also tried to ask the little girl about her parents, but the little girl was always silent.

How good could her parents who abandoned her be to her?

She was a vengeful person. How could she forget such a grudge?

She had clearly said herself that she had no parents and did not want them.

She had a master, senior brothers and senior sisters, and perhaps in the future, she would have junior brothers and junior sisters. To her, that was enough.

There was no need to love family.

It was impossible to love.

She had suffered a lot when she was young. After being abandoned, she could hear the roars of wild beasts every day for two or three days. She was especially hungry and could die at any time during those days.

She had only managed to hold on slowly under the threat of death.

Until her master found her.

It caused her to feel insecure for a long time. She was afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being alone, and afraid of strangers.

She should hate her family.

How could she possibly follow her so – called biological family home after they found her?

It was Xing Jiu ‘an’s style to lock people outside the door.

That was already the result of being soft – hearted.

Back then, she had indeed been threatened with death.

After thinking through this, no matter how much he thought about what had happened before, he still felt that something was wrong.

How could she follow her biological parents back home without a word? how could she not contact Mu Qing for a few days? and how could she slowly drift away from her sect?

The little girl had said that she wanted to be their little devil and bad boy for the rest of their lives. She wanted them to pamper her for the rest of their lives, let her be lawless and carefree for the rest of her life, and always be a little girl.

She had clearly said it before.

How could they believe the little girl’s short – term change? they had forgotten that they had been so close for more than ten years. It was definitely not comparable to the so – called blood relatives of the Huo family, who had never met.

How could they have forgotten?

However, the little girl would never come back.

However, it was not over yet.

Her uncle – Master quickly said that the little girl had already known about Huo Chulan’s strange behavior in advance.

She realized that Huo Chulan might be the reason why she was different.

Moreover, every time she went against Huo Chulan, she would find that she would not lose control of herself. So, all her hatred and dislike for Huo Chulan were real. It was definitely not because the Huo family loved her and not her.

She was only going against Huo Chulan. She wanted to leave this place and return to her own home.

However, he still couldn’t do it.

Later on, she realized that her senior brothers and sisters would always have problems, and it seemed to be related to her.

It was related to her change.

In order to prevent them from getting into trouble because of her, Xing Jiu ‘an planned to stay away from her senior brothers and sisters, as well as her master, who had picked her up and given her a new life.

She realized that something was wrong with her.

If her senior brothers and sisters helped her, she would be in trouble.

Therefore, she broke off from her sect.

This answer was truly shocking.

But it sounded real.

She didn’t want to cut ties with everyone, and she didn’t just want to be with her blood – related family.

She just … Wanted to ensure their safety.

In the past, she had been protected and everyone had treated her so well. How could she harm her family because of her own matters?

She saw herself as a disaster that would bring disaster to the people close to her.

She didn’t dare to go back, nor did she dare to go back. She had been protected for more than ten years. Even if she couldn’t repay them with anything, she couldn’t bring them all the unknown danger.

That way, she would be a sinner.

He had never expected that this was the real reason for the break.

The little girl didn’t want to leave them, but she was afraid of bringing danger to everyone.

He recalled the day they broke up. Her gloomy eyes seemed to be eager to leave. So, there was a reason behind it.

It was still the same reason.

Mu Qing suddenly remembered that when the little girl told him not to care about her, he was so nervous and disappointed that he didn’t notice the sadness in her eyes.

That brief look passed in an instant.

When he looked over again, he was cold and stubborn, as if he had a desperate evil intention for this world.

She said that she would die.

She said that if he continued to pester her, she would die.

However, who would die, Qing Mu or Xing Jiu ‘an?

Or did Xing Jiu ‘an plan to ignore the consequences so that he wouldn’t bring danger to them?

Everything was unknown.

He didn’t have time to ask anymore!

Li Ting and Xing Jiu ‘an had been together for more than a year, and Xing Jiu’ an had really regarded him as a very close family member.

Li Ting had died for her.

It was probably from that moment on that she had completely considered herself a disaster.

But later on …

His uncle – Master quickly answered.

She still had memories of what had happened before. She knew that she couldn’t bring danger to everyone. She also knew that she had been controlled and that she had done it on purpose.

But later on, she forgot.

She had forgotten all the struggles and bitterness she had experienced in the past. She only felt that she was that kind of person.

He also felt that she had gone back because she wanted her family.

All the things that she did when she was being controlled were all treated as real by her. As for those things that she had broken off with her master and said to Mu Qing …

She thought that it was her own mistake.

She had forgotten all her struggles.

She had also forgotten that she had put in so much effort and tried so hard to protect her most beloved family.

The so – called protection in her heart had all turned into … The result of her disobedience, stubbornness, and greed for kinship.

So in the end, she restrained herself and carefully asked Mu Qing if she could start over.

She thought that she had made too many mistakes, so she wanted to ask for forgiveness.

However, she did not do anything wrong.

She did not do anything wrong.

Martial uncle had said that Xing Jiu ‘an’s thoughts were true.

Later on, she didn’t know what kind of spell turned her into a disaster.

It was true that those who were close to her and wanted to be close to her would be in danger when they approached her and treated her well.

It was a little strange. It didn’t seem like something that the Warlock who had exchanged his life for hers had done.

However, no one was listening to him.

They could only think about the little girl at that time and how desperate she must have been.

She was clearly Xing Jiu ‘an, who had so much love and adoration.

Her master was good to her, her senior brothers were good to her, her senior sisters were good to her, her junior brothers and sisters were good to her, and her friends were good to her …

She was supposed to grow up happily, but soon after she became an adult, she lost everything.

She still had to lose it.

She had always been protected by everyone. She was a very lazy little girl, and she especially liked to work hard for her own preferences. She always did not think too much and liked to be taken care of …

But all of this was going to be broken by her.