Chapter 785  : Side Story, Xing Jiu ‘an’s previous life (5)

Xing Jiu ‘an hadn’t been doing well these days, and his face was particularly gloomy.

She looked at herself in the mirror and couldn’t believe that it was her.

She didn’t know when it started, but she had completely changed.

It was as if he had become another person.

She changed her clothes, looked at herself in the mirror again, and went back.

She drove there alone.

There were many people in the sect who seemed to be waiting for her.

Before she went in, Xing Jiu ‘an held her head and stood at the door for a long time. When the inexplicable pain passed, she patted her face to regain some color before she went in.

The moment she walked in, the pain and weakness completely disappeared. Her face was cold, and it looked more like she was here for revenge.

This was her business, they didn’t need to care.

If this was a sin directed at her, she could bear it herself.

There was no need to involve so many people.

They had loved her for so long and had given her a happy life for more than ten years. They were already good enough to her.

There was no need to get involved in an inexplicable and helpless situation because of her.

Xing Jiu ‘an lowered his eyes slightly. Although he was prepared, he still felt sad.

She had always been pampered and arrogant, but she was also the well – behaved child that her master had said.

She knew how to scold people and had a venomous tongue, but she had never used such a cold tone to speak to her master, senior brothers, and Senior Sister.

Xing Jiu ‘an thought with a cold face, I’m really an ungrateful person.

They had raised her up, and this was the only result they got.

If he had not picked her up back then, things would not have turned out this way.

She left expressionlessly after saying that.

While the rumors were still spreading on the internet, Mu Qing was injured on a mission. Ou Qi came to her anxiously and she followed her.

She didn’t go in to take a look and left halfway.

Soon, the Luo’ an project incident happened again.

She secretly sent someone over to help, but she didn’t say that she was the one who asked.

After that, a few more things happened. Xing Jiu ‘an was more and more convinced that as long as they helped her, they would get bad luck.

She had probably already connected it to the disaster.

When Xing Jiu ‘an found out that they were running around for her, he went back again.

This time, her expression was even colder.

His master said that he would no longer be his disciple. At that time, Xing jiuan was really relieved.

This was good.

She left the sect and returned to the car. The pain hit her again.

She was already used to it, but she still felt the pain was unbearable.

In a daze, a trace of memory appeared in his mind.

She had done too many wrong things. She was too bad and disobedient, so her master did not want her anymore.

On the way back, Xing Jiu ‘an perked up. It was not until they got home safely that she laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling, remaining silent for a long time.

She told herself that this was good and that she shouldn’t be sad.

Away from this disaster, they could all live well!

They were so good to her, she could not bring them misfortune.

Even if in the end, she was no longer the person they liked.

Even if … All of this went to the end, she might still not be able to escape.

Huo Chulan was like a devil.

Huo Chulan’s good luck seemed to have originated from her misfortune.

She had been afraid before, but after leaving the sect, she suddenly wasn’t afraid.

No matter what would happen in the end, as long as her senior brothers and sisters didn’t help her, she should be able to escape this misfortune.

Xing Jiu ‘an lay there for a long time until her head started to hurt again. This time, the pain was so intense that she fainted.

When she woke up, it was already very late.

Xing Jiu ‘an was still sweating, so she went to take a shower.

Looking at himself in the bathroom mirror with his messy hair, Xing Jiu ‘an was stunned for a while.

The eyes of the person in front of him were dull and gloomy. His face was pale, his cheeks were thin, and his lips were pale.

She touched the ends of her hair and lowered her head dejectedly. Then, she walked out of the bathroom.

Xing Jiu ‘an lay down on the sofa. She had been a little weak recently and couldn’t eat much.

No one coaxed her to not eat chocolate, and no one would control her, so she couldn’t eat anymore.

Xing Jiu ‘an thought that maybe she just liked their pampering and helpless attitude when she wanted to eat chocolate but they didn’t let her eat it because of her body.

Xing Jiu ‘an, who was pampered, could, of course, do whatever he wanted.

However, no one pampered her, so she had no right to be willful.

Xing Jiu ‘an lay on the sofa until midnight. Then, he moved to another place and went back to the bed.

She lived like this for a few days in a row, occasionally eating something to keep herself alive.

He was only alive.

According to the news from the people she had arranged, the sect had been peaceful these days, and no one had been in trouble.

Xing Jiu ‘an took the phone and replied with a “yes” seriously. Then, he held the phone in his hand and stared blankly.

After a while, she suddenly laughed.

She had guessed right!

This was also good. She wouldn’t become a disaster for them!

After escaping from her, they shouldn’t be so unlucky anymore.

Huo Chulan was too strange. She could not protect them.

She really didn’t want to be abandoned by them.

She had been abandoned since she was young, which made her feel very insecure. All the sense of security she had was given to her by her master, senior brothers, and senior sisters.

Now, she had broken it with her own hands. She was very afraid.

She did not know what she would become in the future.

Xing Jiu ‘an grabbed her hair. She felt that she would become a lunatic.

A lunatic who couldn’t control himself!

That way, he would probably look very ugly.

She even secretly thought that it was fortunate that she had cut off all ties with them before she became a lunatic.

When she thought of this, her mind was in a mess for a moment. She thought sadly that she had done a lot of wrong things. Because she was too disobedient, they did not want her anymore.

Xing Jiu ‘an buried his head in the quilt.

They did not want her anymore.

After that, Xing Jiu ‘an went back to the Huo family. In the Huo family, she was probably an invisible person.

However, there were people who would talk to her.

Grandpa and Grandma Huo would chat with her from time to time, just like how ordinary grandparents would treat their granddaughters.

At that time, Xing Jiu ‘an was really grateful to them.

When a person was in a desperate situation, they would feel very grateful when they saw a little bit of good.

However, Xing Jiu ‘an would occasionally see Huo Chulan’s ugly expression when he was talking to the two elders.

She was worried that she would bring bad luck to the two elders and slowly alienate them.

However, she would always be against Huo Chulan.

Sometimes, even though she found Huo Chulan ridiculous, she still could not help but go against her.

Huo Chulan had a good reputation in the outside world. Every time Xing Jiu ‘an went against her, he would be mocked even more.

Xing Jiu ‘an slowly got used to it.

She didn’t want to be controlled every time. So, she deliberately made trouble for Huo Chulan.

Once, she had almost died with Huo Chulan.