This chapter is dedicated to @Yaritza_16! Thank so much for the supergift!

"Oh…" Was all Alicia could respond to Ezekiel's explanations. Then she suddenly pushed him to lie back on the bed.

There was a mischievous smile that was dancing on her face as she stared down at him. Raking him with her hungry eyes, she allowed her smile to turn seductive and enchant him. Dear oh dear… she had never pegged herself as one of those naughty kinds of women. But she did not dislike that she had somehow ended up being like this. Because with how she was right now, she felt more compatible with him. And she was beyond happy about that. If she was still stuck with her previous personality, she might not be able to keep up with Ezekiel as much as she could right now!

And now, the thought that she could please him this much had her adrenaline kicking into high gear. She did not want them to talk anymore about those serious and heavy matters anymore. Not tonight. She just wanted to make love with him, please him, hold him, love him, and feel him inside of her.

"I want to be on the top… this time." She told him in a hoarse voice, hovering over him, as she panted.

She did not know that her pair of beautiful scarlet red eyes were gleaming so seductively that Zeke had to hold himself back in order to not just grab her and impale her roughly onto his already hard rod.

He was distracted a moment ago. When she told him those words, he felt his entire being shook. He was still not used hearing that word. Yet hearing it coming from Alicia's mouth was…

It was all beyond words to explain. He felt like those words could make his heart stop and kill him right there and then. And yet… he still wanted to hear it from her mouth again. Over and over.

She was right. His decision a while ago was a bad move. Telling her everything would have put all his best laid plans and even the both of them, especially her into much risk. And yet he had decided to do it. As if he had gone completely mad.

He had decided to tell her of his plans because he wanted to show her how much she meant to him now. He wanted her to know that he trusted her fully and without doubts. He was determined to do all that despite his mind telling him that it was stupid.

So when she had stopped him, he had felt so relieved and yet at the same time, he found himself not being that surprised at all with the outcome. It was as if he had known this woman would not allow him to make that one bad decision.

And that was just simply beyond anything else to him.

This woman… just looking at her right now… he felt like he was staring at his very own salvation and damnation.

She was his redeemer and scourge all bound up in one beautiful package.

"Are you sure, babe?" he asked in hoarse voice, holding her gaze. "Are you sure you can handle being on top already?"

She tipped her chin, challenging him wordlessly.

"Watch me, love. Watch me blow your brains out." She replied confidently and then lifted herself with her knees.

He thought about offering her some help, but he remembered that no one had even done this to him before. Never. He had never allowed anyone to be on top of him, much less even straddle him like what she just did a while ago, in his entire life.

So this was… damned new to him. And because of that, he actually did not have any good nor useful advice for her.

His heartbeat began to pick up its pace. He knew this was because of the thrill of doing something totally new. And of course, because it was Alicia who was going to do it. F**k. He could not believe how extreme the feeling of her being on top will evoke from him.

When she reached out to take his rock hard member in her small hand, his jaws clenched in anticipation and also gratification at how even her touch was enough to evoke such pleasurable chills to run through his whole body.

He propped himself up with his elbows when she moved her other hand to his chest and pushed him back down onto the bed.

"Stay still, Ezekiel. I'll do this on my own this time." She told him, causing him to swallow. "You just need to lie back and enjoy the ride… literally." She ended chuckling at her own play on words.

"You sure you don't need some help? Any help?"

"Don't worry. I've accidentally seen someone doing this before."

He raised a brow at her confession.

"Only for a few moments, though. But I got the gist of it with just that few moments…" She blushed a little and cleared her throat right after she said those words as she just realized what she was saying. But she did not look that much ashamed of what she said. She was getting bolder and bolder by the minute, and he was loving it immensely.

When she lowered herself on him and their sexes kissed, she met his gaze. The fire in their eyes burned hotter, wilder, and then she slowly slid herself down, impaling herself on his iron-hard length.

"Need… help?" he managed to ask again, groaning out in the process. Her incredibly slow pace and seemingly endless slide down was driving him almost crazy.

She only shook her head wordlessly, but he saw the hesitation in that one movement. So he reached out and placed his hands on her hips, caressing her in a soothing circles. He wanted her to relax because he could feel that she was unsure of things as though hesitant if she was doing it right or not.

"Alicia," he whispered her name tenderly, and when she returned her gaze to him, he added, "this is my first time doing it in this position too. No one has ever ridden on top of me but you. So don't hesitate and worry whether you are doing it right or not. Just go ahead and - "

His breath caught as he was suddenly swallowed to the brim in one wicked slide.